December 30, 2025



There’s Someone in my Head and it’s Not Me



Crrow777

Come on you raver, you seer of visions, come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine!


Why is it that the condition referred to as schizophrenia is nearly always described by victims as a negative experience caused by negative intention? The merciless influence is true even to the point of death. If this was a parasitic “thing” we would expect that causing death makes no sense as the host is lost. Clearly negative energy generation is the common reality of the influencing “voices” causing the malady. Is it possible that generating negative energy is the goal and reason for what we call schizophrenia? Or is it some other reason? In this episode we speak with a man who has gained first hand observation and experience of this condition, gathered over many decades.

I chose to cover schizophrenia because it seems to directly relate with so many of the topics we have covered on this podcast. Particularly topics that delve into spiritual ideas. As an example: I am seeing accounts from a number of medical professionals who put forward the idea that addiction is connected to, if not intensified by negative spirits. And yes, I am talking about beings that have no body, if they ever did. Some of the accounts go so far as to claim all addiction is made worse, or even caused by negative spirits. This is a tectonic shift whereby professionals in scientific fields are removing the wall that was built to ensure spiritual realities never mix with science, or the many fields made possible by science.

In my mind the forced separation of spiritual and scientific endeavors may be the very reason why there is no clinical test for schizophrenia. To this day chemical imbalance is often the stated cause, and yet this has never been proven. Often chemical drugs are used in the effort to treat schizophrenia. Consider what this means if schizophrenia is actually a spiritual problem.

The forcefield that separates spiritual realities from scientific endeavors is losing its power. Even places like Cern have shown that boundary no longer exists, by way of the Shiva statue placed at the facility entrance. In this case it also points to the limitations that exist when only hyper-materialism is allowed. The best way I know to illustrate the importance of including spiritual realities in all fields is by stating that without it we are only aware of 1/3 of the reality around us. This is proven using the very old and accurate alchemical (science based on natural truths) schematic that uses Body, Spirit, and Soul in the classification of everything.

As time has passed science has progressed towards hyper-materialism (scientism) by disallowing spiritual realities of nearly any kind. This has been very limiting and in my view the limitation has been intentional. The imposed limitation is now going away as we head into the new era. The importance of this truth is underscored in this episode. If it is true that schizophrenia is a spiritual attack then not only are those tasked with treating it blind, they have little to no hope of helping what must be pure misery.

In closing I will mention an upcoming episode #666 which will arrive early in the new year. The number meaning what it does to so many is why we paired it with a topic that I suspect directly relates to schizophrenia. We will cover the Egregore. Very few people have ever even heard this word, much less have any idea what it means. And in my view, it affects nearly everything in this reality, and it also explains so much – like what all those temples in Rome were actually about. It will also offer ways to think about things we are exposed to so often that they seem mundane, if not insignificant. Columbia is one of the examples used in the coming episode.

I would like to wish you all a happy, healthy and higher-minded new era.

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Comments (29)

My apologies if any typos or grammar issue are found. I had preciouses little time and no proofing. I will fix things as they are noticed.

Also, the artificial new year is one breath away, and hyper-change is certain to emerge in 2026. 2+0+2+6=10=1 – new cycle begins along with an emerging new era.

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Like the pink Floyd lyrics crrow very well thought of .. amazing podcast I’ve heard jerry before . He really does know his stuff and the special thing about you and Jason you hit the questions just right ….thanks again mate for a great podcast keep them coming a avid listener..
Darren

Hello, and thank you, Crow. Your writing is absolutely sublime.
Surely you are aware of the work of Jerry Marzinsky? You are speaking the same language when it comes to this topic.

Jerry Marzinsky and Shery Sweeney have been a force to recon with. I have came to believe that we all have one, if not many other entities in our thought streams. And a primary difference between Schizophrenics and everyone else is, they are aware of it. Just like Jerry and Shery I believe all the negative thoughts that come into our awareness are not our own. But they seem like our thoughts, so we spend energy on them. And believe far too many of them. We are taught, from as early as we can understand, that we are responsible for what we say and do. And in some religions it’s even worse. That even a thought can be a sin. And when confronted with the, “Why”, of something negative we have said or done, and the answer is, “I don’t know.” I believe that is totally accurate. Even throughout our life time, we still have that same dilemma. I have so much more to contribute to this conversation, but I’ll wait till I hear the episode. Good Job Crow !!! This could well be the most beneficial episode yet !!

Regarding schizophrenia,
see “Niacin – the Real Story”
(Hoffer, Saul, and Foster).
Schizophrenia is just one of many dis-eases
successfully treated with vitamins.

Clive de Carle said that a lady there ate a bottle of pills to kill herself but it was a bottle of niacin, and cured her depression. But I am treating as a full body remedy, ie nutritional or physical health and mental health. And environment frequency / vibration etc.

i tried niacin, but i couldnot get past the flushing, i had a bad reaction, do you use the flushing or non? if it’s a non flush, which do you suggest,. i used the magnesium daily.

I work with a clairvoyant who removes spirit attachments. Shes a true light worker, not a person looking for fame. Shes been taught by a master teacher and over last 25 yrs, id say she’s real deal. Helped me immensely at times. I have her contact info if anyone is interested. Peace, Kimberly

damn spirit pressed post comment before I had finished!! 😆
I happened upon the ‘idea’ of an Egregore in 2019 whilst researching something else and was fascinated so took a side turn down that road for a while then…….
lo and behold 2020 turned up with covideous maximus!! ……if ever I saw an Egregore!!
I have also had a healthy disdain for psychiatry but never knew why, then I stumbled across an interview with Jerry around the same time and it all started to make sense. looking forward to listening to this one.

I started recording electronic voice phenomena. I discovered a few secrets, and I vowed to keep it a secret. Around that time I kept losing sleep. I’d have to work at get up for work at 430am the next day, staying up till like 1am listening to clips. Something happened in that time frame, my brain started to learn how to pickup signals in the noise so to speak. I got schizophrenia all of a sudden, it lasted 3 days. I also would see faces and hear voices when at the edge of sleep. Something was communicating with me when I was in trance. It ended when I pictured snarling lions and wolves. I think its because they realized I knew they existed and I could communicate with them through that channel. The schizophrenia abruptly stopped!

In my view it’s just accessing more of reality. The issue is that when the veil breaks down we tend to have such a hard time coping with it that we are to affected to stay stable ourselves.
Not easy to deal with by any means, and we tend to use the paradigms we have been taught, to try and fit what we are experiencing within. Which yields a horrible mess.

Reminds me of an old podcast from “The unexplained” with Howard Hughes.
#157-A Deadly Haunting.
Made me think demons were real and I kinda forgot about that one as the podcaster is no longer with us.
It’s a good listen and relatable.

Thank you so much, this is a fascinating subject. I do have one question: at about 33min40s Jerry Marzinski says that he estimates the bottom of the lake must have been about 30-35 feet, yet it’s the moment after that that he touches the mud in the bottom… how could that be while he also says that the resting method takes him down only a few feet? The boat was far enough so that he didn’t have to dive right?.. so I don’t get it. Maybe I missunderstood something, if so, can someone please explain?

Maybe the waves had taken him closer to the shore by that time and that’s why it was less deep and he was able to touch the mud… I’m not suggesting he’s lying, I do believe him, I just wanted to make note of that detail and see if anybody else listening to the story had been confused about this little part.

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